300

Ok so I saw 300 today finally. And it rocked. Sam and I took Chelc` to see it and she ABSOLUTELY loved. I am buying 2 copies when it comes out. one for me and one for her. It was masterfully written and shot. The part when he goes "MY queen, my wife, my love" I lost it. I mean his LAST thoughts were of her. Now I know that makes me a hopeless romantic all over again. But thats how I am. I would die for the right causes that I believed in, and go thinking of my love. Dying so that my love would have a brighter future. A better chance. Its beautiful to me.

That movie rocks.....and Chelc` and I can't wait for our first oppertunity to go "THIS IS SPARTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and kick someone into a ravine or something...

Now I want to post my favorite poem ever published (thus far in my life...)

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with a passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints,
I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life!
and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death

Granted its not my favorite poem EVER...no another poet has calimed that honor with his beautiful words....I don't think you know it Sam...but I read it everyday. Because it too reitterates (sp?) what I mean to say about fighting for what you believe in, to the death if need be. And I believe in LOVE.

The Reason for my Smile

Ok...so it probably is apparent to everyone. But I have this massive smile on my face or playing the corners of my mouth at all times.
And HE is the reason. He who I never expected to be close friends with, let alone deeply and truely in love with. He who makes me laugh and sigh and just want to close my eyes and dream of him when ever he isnt near.

By the Gods, I love him.

I just had to say it...put it out there for everyone to know.


Love
Me

The Reason For my Name

I walk beneath the shadowed trees
listening for the sounds
the melodies of lutes
the humming of the pipes
the rythmn of drums
the voices rising in ancient song
come, we meet in the wood
we dance neath starlit skies
the old ones long gone fill us
we know their tales feel their lives
we dance amoungst the fairies
for the Goddess
with perfect love and trust
in the light of the moon
we dance til morning sun
crests o're the hills
we end our song knowing
the magic fills us all